much worry.

i haven't been blogging in the past few days in a (futile) bid to stop wasting my own time online. i tried very much to minimise contact with the outside world but guess whatttt..

I FAILED! (eh big surprise there)

so spent last night stoning from 8pm to 1am in front of the computer before i finally decided to get my arse off the computer table and get my chem notes on. so i happily flipped thru my notes at leisurely pace while listening to pet shop boys and spice girls on the mp3 (sounds kiddy) while doing elucidation tys.

which btw we were forced to do. otherwise don't even tell me to touch my tys okay.

and in actual fact the tys isn't mine, it's just that my mother happened have a friend who had uh, lots of chem crap (along with other stuff presumably for me) so i happily koped it. after all might as well right since having it lying around at home was going to be a waste.

in any case. i did the stupid qn till 3:30am before going to sleep so i was utterly conked in sch today. i think most of my week in sch was spent with my eyes closing subconsciously. even when i'm walking halfway i'd just have this tendency to nod off. i think i'm going crazy and i'm starting to worry. there's a million things to do and my mind's getting hazy.

such that, sitting here chatting on msn on a lovely friday night, i suddenly remembered that TOMORROW MARKS THE START OF A NEW SEASON OF THE ENGLISH PREMIERSHIP!!! okay no more sickeningly long saturday nights playing alchemy on popcap, but watching players practising alchemy (magical is benayoun) and some more violent idiots popping (others') kneecaps!

zomg i think my life just veered towards paradise and what's more its now taken a giant leap!

some saturday night action. i resolve to watch more soccer and play less computer games man. after all that trouble this stupid idiot machine has caused me, must exercise more restraint with the computer!

today pcb carn got cancelled cos some faguts (apparently) went home to mug. zz wth? i got council usher duty as well but HELL if i could play i definitely would. sigh i was really pissed about the ushering thursday evening and i think i just swore my lungs out that evening. i might have felt sorry afterwards, i don't know. sometimes when you get all stressed up during the week the last thing you need to hear is that your friday evening just got koped to usher a few parents into an LT for some meeting explaining the function of the council.

i sound like i'm trivialising the whole thing, and well honestly it wasn't that bad. i attended the whole thing today, and i must say it was quite interesting. haha there were a few parents particularly, uh, PASSIONATE about raising their doubts about council. highly amusing. though mq and goon came to visit me halfway during the talk and LOL passed me a bottle of lemon tea even though i was wanting to go to the toilet!

then they started laughing quite loudly (at least to me) and lt2 with the echo system in the corridor had their smothered laughter reverberating through! there were some parents turning around also wondering where the laughter was coming from. hahaha DISTRACTION. i like! navy seals might not be in the pool but still our sound signals work on land! cute!

but well i must say other than that the day was uneventful. disappointed sports carn is cancelled. next time have to train myself already. sigh and tomorrow marks another crazy day rushing work before PREM at night yay! and LUCKILY there's kelvin's homecoming this sunday to look forward to!

man i'm starting to love this weekend more than i'd ever love the oncoming week. think that sums up about what i'm feeling now.

okay think that's enough for now. if i forgot anything i'll post later if i feel like it.

i know i post little but still..

navy seals ftw!~