EFFORT

i didn't go online today and i'm happy to say that.

but as you can see i'm blogging now and i'm not happy to say that. nor type that. because i should really be a good boy and stay in my room and finish all the chem shat that i have to hand in tmr.

see, i had 8 items at the start of my weekend. it's now 11pm sunday night and i have about, 5 left? that is pretty pathetic, but in yj's terms of studying, that is an outstanding achievement. i never completed so much chem homework in one weekend man. i think top 20 is starting to look possible now. OH YES!~

anyway i woke up this morning afternoon at 12:45pm and i think my biological clock is getting screwed up. after a long run i'd usually lose my desire to sleep early. wth until now i think i must maintain that it is chongzhi's fault for asking me maths at 2am. what's his problem la OF ALL TIMES 2am?

zomg and anyway i got to sleep last night this morning at the wonderful humanly time of 3:15am. which caused me to get pretty angry of myself and thus i didn't use msn today.

do you suppose that was enough to make me crack down on chemistry? hell no. my tutorial is still undone whyyyy! and now i'm resigned to asking myself questions while lamenting the fact that there's school tomorrow. sigh and it's supposed to be relax week? relax my foot ar. french promos oral on 24th! then written on 29th and 31st!

HOW NOT TO BE SCARED. YOU TELL ME.

i got this temptation to shut down msn permanently. (btw permanently shares the same first 6 letters of permanganate - that's so cool!)

but due to specific social reasons, i guess i'd still pop in from time to time. not tonight though. i've wasted enough time for the day. as if waking up near 1pm wasn't bad enough, i stoned till about 6pm before doing alcohol fgi. by the way i went to my grandma's place for dinner at half past six, which about sums up my alcohol fgi as well.

i don't know what else to say. i'm just going to have to put in more effort.

tomorrow there's morning meeting again. i'm not sure if i'm coming on time.

and i'm not going to be sorry if i don't.

LONG MONDAYS FTL!