can i feel it.

okay ben lim just called up to "check on me". he asked me if i knew about tmr and i was half-tempted to reply no but that wouldn't have served any purpose. except that the question of why the hell am i swimming 100 fly still applies. somehow despite my relaxed attitude in the day trying to do french coursework, and failing, i know tomorrow i will be a bag of nerves for this will be the first and last nationals i'll ever swim in. diving practice today was okay, but i still think i'm not wearing goggles tomorrow. my hands are clammy and i'd shiver on the starting board tomorrow, but for now i'll try to get to sleep. i'm in lane 2 beside an yishun jc guy. let's hope i am to beat him, cos trying to better zhizhi would be difficult. for the school, i fly.

navy seals ftw!~