it's weighing down.

i don't know why i feel fulfilled when i work at bain even though there isn't much to feel fulfilled about. today lang and i clocked in a crazy 9.5 hours in a bid to tidy up all our remaining work.

i put away 15 boxes at least, and even managed to fit in the keying-in of one 134-liner expense. well the result is a very tired me, refusing to study although there's only 6 days left, and giving myself (false?) reassurance that all will be fine.

however i do not regret going back. i got to see the new office, and tough as it was to better the old place at 8 shenton way, it really was better. lang was asking if i wanted to go back to bain as a consultant/accountant, but i think the question is more of whether i can make it.

not at this rate, no. (MA NEXT MONDAY FREAK)

today, my heart skipped a beat when i was clearing up something. it's not as if i knew it didn't exist, but seeing it for yourself is quite something else.

this world is too damn small. wtba.