lethargic and erratic.

i am t3h confused, and on the eve of a trip i seldom feel like this so i'm having this very weird feeling. today i rose at 10, which is average by my standards, and struggled to get out of bed because i was super shagged.

and i slept a little past 11 the night before. how on earth do you explain that.

now i'm sleepy again and i'm barely holding on before i totally don't get my internet access. went running for a bit just now because i felt like i had a lot of pent-up energy despite feeling lethargic. i know it's irony and i can't explain it but basically i felt like i had to run.

so run i did. i opted for the hardcore kill-me 2.4km smack. okay it just proved how unfit i've become but anyway i was rather satisfied with my performance given that i haven't exercised for ages.

but to compare it with other performances of the year.. I SUCK.

anyway that's not important. i'm not getting anymore exercise for the next few days (un)fortunately. because i'm going away. i cannot call it a break because i've been having one long break since the 16th of november. or maybe it's a pseudo-break due to dalf c2 and shopping, which is arduous and i laboured real hard.

then again to call it a normal day would not be right since i like travelling and any time overseas is highly valued. i haven't been studying however so it's not as highly valued as it would have been had i went while studying for As.

shit i'm still having a bit of a grad night hangover i think. i didn't touch a lot of alcohol but combined with the lack of sleep i'm swaying at the edge. good game la.

well i have nothing to do now. i took a grand total of 8 minutes approximately to pack, which is about record time since usually i take hell long. b0ring. life is so devoid of excitement until the weekend where i'll be watching epl matches overseas. sounds good.

or maybe i can find *ahem* solutions to coming back without an obligation to serve NS. all right of course i'm just joking but i'm getting lots of stupid ideas when i do nothing. now i think i figure that i hate doing nothing because when you do nothing you think more and when you think more nothing gets done.

also when you think more, you regret more. i don't like that feeling.

i think blogging is a process that reflects thinking, especially when you're blogging without anything much to report on or to say. hmm yea i've surely had enough of this.

perhaps i'll be back with a long post, perhaps not. still certainly the next few days will be another new experience in my life and i'd appreciate it a lot. now for an early night.

navy seals ftw!~