the big day.

tomorrow's the big day.

to make this sound as least angsty as possible, i'll just beg you not to talk about the maths paper. i didn't think it was easy by any standard, certainly not mine. now can we please move on to chemistry, a last desperate shot at saving any sort of defeatist glory.

you can't lose forever, can you?

let's not comment on french, either. i cannot take any subject for granted. promotion is on the rocks, and it worries me as i violated the ndp a little bit today after the french compre. i'm sorry, but i couldn't very well help ranting about it.

thankfully no one found that easy.

i've lost all the battles that there are to be lost.

but as long as i have one life and my brain is not at saturated level, you can be sure that i'm going to whack chem with a bang. and if i fail yet again, i'm going to the lab to bang ether.

that's all for today, tomorrow's the big day.

if i can survive tomorrow, i can survive anything.

let's go.

self-motivation ftw!~

(some say denial. i say shut the hell up)